Nicotine did nothing

Remember I was smoking that pack of cigs as self destruction cus of how I felt and since I have a visceral hate for cigarettes?

So like... I don't know if it's because I didn't deeply inhale or because it wasn't a consistent period of smoking those 17 cigs and so there were days of break where I was at home and so couldn't. But like,, I don't really have the urge to smoke others. To buy another pack. They taste like shit, they make everything stink and you always gotta have a can nearby to throw them in.

It never relaxed me, just made me cough a bit

Like I don't. Really. Have any interest to smoke more lol.