i deleted instagram and deleted tiktok off my phone. i only use pinterest and spacehey. i feel so fucking weird. it feels nice to not doom scroll on some shitty app. i have nothing to do now though i guess. i feel better but my mind races. i can't sleep or i sleep too much. i have no motivation for anything. i really want to take the GED test in July but i don't think ill pass at all. i dont » Continue Reading
so the eclipse happened. were still here! (duh) i took 4 days off around the time the eclipse happened and im glad i did. i was seriously getting overworked ad stressed. i just feel like no matter what i do its never good enough. i always feel isolated. i applied for multiple jobs during one of my shifts. i never followed up bc...idk. im miserable no matter what job i have. so what do i do? but i... » Continue Reading
i lost my friends for very dumb reasons. one of my friend groups stopped being friends with me because i was in an abusive relationship. i had a friend stop talking to me because i "worked too much." i stopped talking to my last friend group bc of weird drama and trauma im tryinggggg so hard to make friends. » Continue Reading