hate myself.

i deleted instagram and deleted tiktok off my phone.

i only use pinterest and spacehey. i feel so fucking weird. it feels nice to not doom scroll on some shitty app. i have nothing to do now though i guess.

i feel better but my mind races. i can't sleep or i sleep too much. i have no motivation for anything.

 i really want to take the GED test in July but i don't think ill pass at all.

i dont study. i dont do homework. i just watch youtube and hit my pen all day. or go to work. thats it.

i feel like nothing i do has any meaning.