i previously made a post toying with the idea of a new identity, one that, if i were to fake my death in a comedic way, would possibly make my life more free. And in a sense.. I have that currently. It’s been a year since a lot of things happened, some that were my fault and others that were not. I’ve been trying to change for the past year, and Id like to think i’ve been successful in doing that.... » Continue Reading
the idea of them is nice, i've written one, and i want to write more i’m afraid that if it sees what i am, it’ll leave. how do i prevent that? i don’t think it will, but it doesn’t ease the anxiety. but i want to and i plan to write more love letters. i dislike that i’m naturally an anxious person, i always have doubts, i have thoughts i don't want or like, it’s a bad time overall. but i feel as i... » Continue Reading
what would be it like to start over? like a new identity, new name, new place to move to, a new persona of sorts. as in madonnas song ‘holiday’ — “we need a holiday… just one day out of life” everything is so messy right now, very much so. i just.. i feel like it would be better if i start over one day. what if i were to snap and i leave? i wish i could with no social consequences, i wouldn’t want... » Continue Reading
to answer the age old question, the best game ever created has definitely got to be Wizard 101. this game's got it all: wizards, you can like cast spells, and you can even interact with other players! Honestly rlly incredible. » Continue Reading