love letters

the idea of them is nice, i've written one, and i want to write more

i’m afraid that if it sees what i am, it’ll leave. how do i prevent that? i don’t think it will, but it doesn’t ease the anxiety.

but i want to and i plan to write more love letters.

i dislike that i’m naturally an anxious person, i always have doubts, i have thoughts i don't want or like, it’s a bad time overall. but i feel as if everything eases when i’m with it.

i let go of those anxieties for a bit, time goes a bit too fast when i’m there. and when it’s just us, it feels so surreal. i’m planning a life with it in said life, around it basically.

i just don’t want to let go of it , as selfish as that sounds. love isn’t dead, it exists.

i want to write more love letters