new identity

i previously made a post toying with the idea of a new identity, one that, if i were to fake my death in a comedic way, would possibly make my life more free.

And in a sense.. I have that currently.

It’s been a year since a lot of things happened, some that were my fault and others that were not. I’ve been trying to change for the past year, and Id like to think i’ve been successful in doing that.

I made this account my junior year, or in the middle of it I suppose. It’s now my senior year, and I feel a lot of things have changed.

One major change is my identity, I’ve rebranded myself and changed how other people view me! I’m a lesbian, I always have been, but I think that my idea of gender and what it is has evolved so much, and I think i’m happy with how i present. I want to be silly, i want to love freely, I want to live in a world that accepts me for me.

I also struggle a lot with change, I’m moving a few cities over, because a few family members of mine want me to leave my current environment, it’s a struggle, but I’m getting there.

I have to move by the summer, and I hope (I most likely will) to reach that goal by the time I graduate!

I hope that the people who reached this far have had a good day.

SOTD:

Good luck, babe! — Chappell Roan

I think that we all love her here, and considering my experience with identity, I definitely relate a lot to that song. It’s about a girl being in love with another girl struggling with comphet. It’s beautiful, it’s catchy, and I hope that more people listen to it.