As the title suggests my adhd been kicking my ass lately Been so out of sight out of mind that now I need to catch up with so much house chores Yeesh Hell was out of sight out of mind with eating and other basic shit too... sometimes I wonder how I even adult at this point. This » Continue Reading
Been watching gachiakuta recently and it's really good so far my favs are jabber and enjin GODS AMOS EPISODE FUCKING HAD ME IN TEARS! Unfortunately it got some very repressed memories to the surface but oh well that's a me problem So far very good I hope it continues being good » Continue Reading
Sooooo I'm really starting to get confused with the genshin community? Why is it now basically sacrilege to say you don't like Fontaine? I really don't get it? Why is Fontaine so glorified like it's Jesus accended? It's just Fran » Continue Reading
Heya! I'm kinda back? No promises that I'll stay for long Life do be like that when constantly working tho But hey everyone and anyone » Continue Reading
I've been pushing myself so far too far... I've been working none stop my sleeping problems have gotten worse my already shit self image has gotten worse and I have no choice but to continue I need the damn money..... The voices are louder I keep blacking out constantly... » Continue Reading
I'm just tired.... I need to do 36 hours or I'll get axed at work It took me over a year just to find this one.. I really need the damn money.... I feel like a failure....my can I just be a normal human being instead of someone wh » Continue Reading
After that family trip thing I'm even more depressed I see my monster father in my younger brother more and more and my mother continues to enable it. I wish I had the fucking recourses to be able to do something like getting my brother the therapy he so fucking needs but I don't. In two years he'll be an adult and by that time eve » Continue Reading
Welp at least it's not a bathtub or floor.... Shitty foldable bed that will fuck up my back but eh could be worse I still cannot fathom my mother's logic in this damn trip Context. My younger brother who's 16 got suspended for bre » Continue Reading
Welp I'm out and about with the not so sane family of mine This is going to be hell. Especially since every time we stay at any kind of hotel I somehow end up either sleeping in a damn bathtub or the floor (one time it was a sink but whatever) And yet I'm scared to cut contact completely » Continue Reading
Gods why cant i do simple shit like a normal fucking adult for once. Goddammit why is it ridiculously hard to just hang the damn laundry instead of getting frozen in place not able to even move with only the thoughts and voices to taunt you and just makes your self esteem worse than it already is » Continue Reading
Starting a new job soon. Honestly pretty anxious about it. I hope I won't fuck it up somehow. It took over a year just to get the interview itself and yeaaaaahhhhhhhh. I really cant ppl that much anymore.... » Continue Reading
Getting back on here has been weirdly Anxiety inducing. Might have stayed isolated for too long or somehow my social Anxiety has extended beyond irl again Ugh either way it sucks ass » Continue Reading