I slept too little. I can feel soreness in my throat. I continue to worry about my constitution project. I did everything in such a hurry. I blame the incompetence of my partner for my stress. If he had done everything properly, to begin with, this would not have happened. Now I clench my jaw and wait for the plagiarism report. I feel anxious. It is larger than my head. It does not allow me to thi... » Continue Reading
Run. Fight. Thrive. This annoying ass computer won't let me catch a break. I want to play guitar and sing. I want to sketch like Lecter as he contemplates murder. I want excellent music taste. I want a soundtrack to my life. I want a GF who'll love me without expecting anything in return. That sort of unconditional love is so rare. Ah... the hoes in my life. If someone wanted me truly- I'd have dr... » Continue Reading
I finally got over with some of the most hectic days of my life. I ended it on a joyful note, but I still feel the burnout to some extent. I need proper self-care mechanisms in place so that I can live a more healthy life. Also, I won the best moot memorial award in the National Moot competition I attended :) After this little bit of success, I got a little bit of attention which I don't like. I h... » Continue Reading
I have spent a lot of time and energy on this competition. I have learned a lot in this process. I hope to learn more and be better at the end of me. The goal is to be great. The road there is riddled with failures. That is fine. Fail fast, fall forward! Today I managed to save the life of a dog. I spotted the face through the gap in the door. I acted on intuition and got the security guard to ope... » Continue Reading
I was so tired and bummed out this morning, probably because of a lack of sleep. But still, I managed to get out of bed and get ready in time and do the base work for my economics practicals later in the day. I was attentive in class and took down notes. I have become much more interactive in class. I'm trying to be more participative in class discussions because this shall add to my knowledge an... » Continue Reading
Doing things that no one asked me to. Sacrificing pleasure for work. Either I have become a loser, or I have just grown up. I can't stop. I do make time for myself but not for pleasure. My discipline is killing me. I wake up in the morning surprised and disappointed that I possess the energy to do the things that I have to after doing them for so long. In fact, I have become more effective and eff... » Continue Reading
Today is one of those days where I feel like picking up a bad habit to spite myself. Out of spit of myself, I'll start eyeing the cigarette shops, start talking to the wrong people, search for porn and other things that shall add to my misery. My mind gets wicked. This happens when I forget to take care of myself when I start ignoring my needs and desires, and when I fail to listen to my body and... » Continue Reading
I'm good by myself. Loner by nature. I don't think I'm an asshole or a recluse. I'm simply alone and I don't mind it. I'm not the man from the underground though I can relate. I guess I'm like everyone else, except unlike everyone else I can't pretend to be one of them. Apart from that there is not much of a difference between me and the ordinary person. I isolate myself too easily. Solitude does ... » Continue Reading
I want to maintain this momentum that I have gained. It is easy to get lost when you are ahead. By maintaining a strict routine you can still keep a sense of direction. I leave on the 24th for New Delhi where I have a National Moot Competition to participate in. Before I leave, I want to be done with a substantial chunk of my academic commitments. I can do it, I will do it! Lesssgooo!!! » Continue Reading
I feel at the top of my game today. I had a bunch of deadlines to meet and I met them without breaking a sweat. I'm usually more of a last-minute guy. I guess all my hard work is now paying off. It feels like such a win to be able to breeze past challenges. I'll keep at it tomorrow:) Hard work never fails you. » Continue Reading
Set a goal for myself to wake up an hour earlier than I usually do and I managed to achieve it. I feel great because of it. So proud of myself:) Though mornings are usually happy and peaceful for me I feel pissed off today. I'm mad at my team member for this competition for which we're supposed to prepare for. This guy took a lot of the workload on himself at the beginning and is now making irrati... » Continue Reading
The amount of work that goes into academics in law school is just crazy. I was warned by my seniors on day one itself that law school forces you to make sacrifices between your health, grades, and social life. My social life was hopeless, to begin with, but I still struggle a lot with the other two. I want to be more efficient. I want to be more effective. I don't want to waste a second. If my ac... » Continue Reading