ryan riot ☆

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time to ponder

Category: Blogging

im back again yes. i need to find new hobbies again,  more people to talk to. have fun. i'm moving again soon. twooo more weeeeks. like the fall out boy song. hopefully the era of my unemployment then won't be disastrous. i have a feeling i will survive. a lot ado about nothing at all. cheers to you. » Continue Reading

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zzzz...

Category: Blogging

good evening. *spoken like a vampire* i guess i will officially go back to blogging. i'm currently unemployed and have nothing better to do. i've been having writer's block lately, but that's just a fancy word for depression. i wish i had a kitty to keep my company. maybe that'll make me happy :). my hair is. blue. again. i'm never gonna escape the blue hair ever. maybe it seeped into my brain, no... » Continue Reading

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call me when you're better

Category: Blogging

hi everyone. its been a minute since i've posted so here's a blog moment to update. um. not much. i've been working full time now, for now at least. maybe until summer, i'll go part time then maybe. anyways. ive dyed my hair. new color. its blue! my bangs are at least. the black of my hair is... not too black. i need to get one of those color conditioner bottles. you know what i mean? feeling a li... » Continue Reading

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dreaming of .. ?

Category: Blogging

spent all night talking to you, woke up on the phone with you. eleven hours straight. time flies, time flies..  » Continue Reading

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stopping to smell the roses

Category: Blogging

spent the whole day with my mom. we acted pretty normal all day. its like how mother and child should be. it was a nice day. i got to see beautiful christmas lights tonight. worst thing i guess was the fear mongering jesus freaks all over the place. christianity is supposed to be about love, not whatever freakish shit they have. ‘repent or go to hell’. think i’ll take the latter. whatever. everyon... » Continue Reading

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100 sleepless nights

Category: Blogging

nothing but staying up late and keeping conversation for hours. a certain feeling in your veins that make you feel ok for once. nice to have company. i'm going to be writing a lot for my letterboxd now. ok. good night now. » Continue Reading

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thought dump

Category: Blogging

i've been thinking so much it should be a dangerous activity for me. when i get alone that's all i can do. like, what am i gonna do next week? like i don't already take the week day by day, so i don't have to worry so much, but i really should plan out my days and weeks so i have more clear ideas on what to do. second is wondering if i should actually start dating again. like. hm. the idea of havi... » Continue Reading

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movie review #1?

Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities

i watched donnie darko last night, i think it permanently changed my brain chemistry after watching it. i don't know how to describe it really. in a lot of ways i saw myself as donnie, like in the aspect of being a troubled kid, being a lot of the causes of problems when they arise in familial matters. in a lot of ways i see myself "predict my future" before it comes along, even if things happen t... » Continue Reading

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the mall haul fo today xoxo

Category: Blogging

i mentioned earlier i went to the mall, guess here's a little dump of what i got today when i went with my roommates. first we went to spencers, i got a cute little invader zim wallet :] it has a cute little holographic picture of gir and zim on one side, the other said "i will destroy you". i always wanted one of these, glad i finally picked one up. then we went to hot topic. i really wanted some... » Continue Reading

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official first post... wait in suspense

Category: Blogging

this website is so strange to me lol. i was too young to use myspace as a kid, which is such a shame because i would've been so much cooler now than i was before if i had the proper exposure to everything. LOL. umm, i'm not sure how often i'd post. i'd probably just repost my stuff from livejournal onto here, but honestly that might be a real good idea, since the audience on lj doesn't seem to be ... » Continue Reading

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