thought dump

i've been thinking so much it should be a dangerous activity for me. when i get alone that's all i can do. like, what am i gonna do next week? like i don't already take the week day by day, so i don't have to worry so much, but i really should plan out my days and weeks so i have more clear ideas on what to do. second is wondering if i should actually start dating again. like. hm. the idea of having a romantic interest is nice, but rarely am i ever emotionally available. but the idea is still nice. i guess. i've been also thinking about buying clothes. like a lot. i love buying clothes. shopping is like, my frenemy. i loooove shopping, but shopping doesn't love me (or my wallet for that matter). oh but i hope i can go shopping soon. probably do thrifting to save a couple of bucks though. i need to broaden my wardrobe so much. sigh. oh well. that's what i'm thinking of this week. blessings and peace xo