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i wish again

Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes

i wish there were more safe places for people/men who were abused by women.  but we call can't get what want right. i know its not much but i plan on making another short video or film about domestic violence against men/ female abusers  since the awareness is lacking and i would love to see more resources for men and same sex relationships as well. i also plan on remaking my other awareness video... » Continue Reading

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Liteyyg

Category: Life

I feel so sick rn and tried and alone I feel like I dunno why I hurt myself  I feel like my friend hates me I feel like he’s forgetting me And I’m gonna be alone forever  I’m tired I have a headache  I feel left out  But I GOTTA BE GANSTA  » Continue Reading

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yeah

Category: Life

yeah im not feeling well again like bad i self harmed again i dunno why im feeling like this anymore i really wanna end it all fr  » Continue Reading

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BAD EXERPINCE WITH RAINNN

Category: SpaceHey

So I thought I had a mental break and I kind of wanted help you know going to a website that claims to support all victims of sexual assault so I went on it. I don't usually do the call things so I texted it and I told him what happened and why I was upset and this bitch said I get you're upset OK… So And that's what she just kept saying or he I don't know that was it. There was no help. I was ups... » Continue Reading

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I’m scared of therapists now

Category: Life

TELL ME WHY ok I remember watching TikTok ( jump scare) videos of a therapist making fun of her patients ( mostly male patient) and that has put this STRONG fear in me that what if I’m talking my therapist something and she makes a video on it joking about it. Like it’s so ass Because you’re patients trust you with this  information just for you to make some stupid joke  Like it was a joke like th... » Continue Reading

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Cutting

Category: Life

Okkkkkkkaaaa So this is me being open  But I don’t really like to talking about my coping mechanism to stress But I know no one is reading this so hiii myself  I use cutting ( self harm ) as my coping mechanism. I’m not doing it for attention in fact I mske sure to hide it I’m not sure if that makes it any better lol.  I was only chought once and my mom called me a crack hard 😭😭? But it started wh... » Continue Reading

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Moms

Category: Life

lol growing up I had a mom that didn’t really give a shit if anything bad happened to me lol, well to me in particular because she coddled my sister a lot.  But like she was the type of person to see like yo leg got cut off and she’ll tell you to walk it off or fuck it she’ll give you an actual reason to cry. Aka beating me with her pocketbook lmafo 😭  She was not the type to be all soft on me.  N... » Continue Reading

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I forgot this happened

Category: Life

lol I forgot this happened but I was talking with my Tia about something I don’t remember  It was something about how old women give me the creeps and then she said its probably cuz they want you  Then i remember that when i was in middle school my substitute teacher grabbed my ass when I asked for help. I  remember bro I remember exactly how she was positioned she had her hand on my back and slid... » Continue Reading

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my fav chester pics :3

Category: Music

he so pretty idccccccccccc bro is locked in fr  AAAAAAAAAA » Continue Reading

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Crying to linkinpark

Category: Life

It’s a boring ass day and I’ve been listening to linkinpark on repeat and BOOM tears JUST FULL ON TEARS. >:( shadow of the day gets me sad ughhhhhhhh I should go out skateboarding but it’s a lazy day and I don’t feel like doing any » Continue Reading

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GOING TO AN LINKIN PARK CONCERT TONIGHT

Category: Music

OK OK SO IM HYPED EVEN THO HALF OF THE BAND ISNT EVEN THERE IM STILL GOING TO A LINKINNNN PARKKKK CONCERT OMUDWEUBGYFUBIGWEBFHUWEIU IM SO HYPED ILL TELL U GUYS ALL ABOUT IT LATEWR  » Continue Reading

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weird

Category: Life

so heres an experice i had yesterday  so for context i normally go to this small shop to get my monster( the drink) and ive seen this older women at the cashier 3 times and i noticed she'd look at me alot. i mostly thought it was due to the fact that i looked like i was stealing and she was just making sure but that would change completely when yesterday happened so i went in to get my monster lik... » Continue Reading

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