Cutting

Okkkkkkkaaaa

So this is me being open 

But I don’t really like to talking about my coping mechanism to stress

But I know no one is reading this so hiii myself 

I use cutting ( self harm ) as my coping mechanism. I’m not doing it for attention in fact I mske sure to hide it I’m not sure if that makes it any better lol. 

I was only chought once and my mom called me a crack hard 😭😭?

But it started when I was like 10 I know this because it started with biting, not an excuse but I was being groomed online but adult women and on top of that I was dealing with my cousin who at the time was saing me and shit worsened as I got older 

I continued it through out like my whole childhood into teens and still to this day. It’s one coping mechanism I can’t just stop because I prefer that over crying any day. Yeah it leaves my wrist with nasty scars but i prefer that the a headache from crying. 

I genuinely stopped trying to do those “ blank days sober” type shit because I can’t stop cutting lol