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Category: Life
Been gone 4eva. SOrry about that.\ I have changed genders, states, and other things probably since I last posted on here. Not sure why I started or ended these entries. It's just the way it is. Right now, I am about to be homeless... I am so poor and so unmotivated. Whatever. I have made friends for the first real time since highschool! I actually have a GROUP? fucked up if you ask me. Said "group... » Continue Reading
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since getting out of rehab, absolutely nothing has happened. I hung out with that guy from highschool for an hour or something and then had a panic attack immediately after because i hate everyone all the time. i've been relearning how to play the guitar tho! the fingertips on my left hand are numb, it's cool. i've been reading a lot! the best books i've read in the last few weeks are: - the stran... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
hey guys! i've had to drop out of school and go to the hospital since i last posted! that was like 2 months ago, i've been in rehab since. i just got finished with that, actually, go me! rehab was booooring, but one of the counselors was so great that it was worth it. another counselor was just terrible, and i always skipped the days he was in charge. he talked sooo slowly, and everything he said ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
hello again! i've been having a really weird winter break and i decided i may as well type it out. since last semester ended, i've been going to bed really late. and by that, i mean REALLY late. yesterday i went to bed at 10 pm. normal, right? i went to bed at 10 pm after around a week of going to bed later and later until i did a full circle around the clock. i'm staying with my parents for the » Continue Reading
Category: Life
hi guys i'm home 4 thanksgiving, feeling weird. i don't know how 2 have free time anymore, i just keep cleaning my parents' house n stuff i'm gonna see some of my high school friends, not sure how 2 feel about that my parents got a cat while I was gone!!! he's so cute >. < i think i hate my friends. not the high school ones, the current ones. not all of them, but one of them flirts with me really ... » Continue Reading
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halloween was kinda fun!! i've been super stressed about making my costume for a while now, but i figured it out. i sewed my own costume and i'm so proud. it was rlly hard. i went as pierrot :P i have definitely done better makeup than that, but here we are. i didn't do much today. kinda boring really. it's now 3 am and i'm eating candy on the floor here's me - - - » Continue Reading
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god, i'm such a piece of shit lol he's 6 years older than me, and i just want to see if i can get him 2 like me. i don't think i could ever actually date a cis person, so if it gets too far i'll have to turn him down. unfortunately, i'm so oblivious that i can't tell if he's actually interested or not, even if it rlly seems like he is. he spent the night in my bed (we did NOT do that, ik what ur ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i stayed up until 8 am doing homework on sunday night :( i've been wondering y my friends don't spend as much time on homework as i do, but then i realized i'm the only one w good grades lol at least halloween is coming up. i'm so excited, i'm going to sew a pierrot costume!!! also, i have a friend who wants me to do their makeup. they're really hawt and i wish i could recreate THE photo. hhhmm ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i slept 4 13 hours today.. str8 through my 2 classes 4 the day. i got to hold bees though! like wear the whole beekeeper suit and hold parts of the hive! then i went to dinner w my friends in rlly fancy clothes. after that i cut my friend's hair, now i have 6 additions 2 my hair mug!!! after that i finally got some time alone and went roller blading around the park at midnight i think maybe now i ... » Continue Reading
Category: SpaceHey
heyy guys nice 2 meet u! i'm 17 and i use they/he pronouns 4 now. idk what to put in my first entry, but i'm planing on using this as a journal-type thing. i was too young and poor for myspace, so i'm glad we have spacehey now! i rlly hope it gets big soon, i like it here!! » Continue Reading
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