"Being tired and trying not to think whatsoever "
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Category: Blogging
I have not been on here for a while ._. Half-ly because I've been busy and the other half is just me forgetting about this place. Though it's a pretty nice safe space where I feel like I can vent, though who knows who's reading right? That thought is now bothering me, dang it T~T Aw well I'll probably forget anyway since I have terrible memory and am quite stupid. This is all for now! Goodnight... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
So um school is almost back, I'm not saying I don't want it to be. But I'm also saying I don't want to go back to school. It's kind of a "Meh" situation for me, at least I'll have somewhere to be I guess??? But that also means many many boring hours of my life just being spent away when I could be doing something better. Like drawing or... Playing videogames or.. :^ , my life is a blank abyss, jus... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I'm just confused on my feelings at this point. At lot has happened these past weeks all pretty good not really bad, which is good. But there is one thing that came up that is bugging me a little bit, I don't really know what this feeling I'm having right now is. It feels kinda sad but also not, and I also feel like there's this gap inside me and I don't know how to fill this gap. I don't know wha... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
So I have been thinking a lot since I don't know how long, in the back of my mind I can imagine someone saying "oh great they're thinking" Lol. Well not all the thoughts are bad so that's a start if there even is a start to this :^ So I don't think I've mentioned before but I have two pet mice that live with my mother and I haven't seen my mother in who knows how long. And I'm starting to feel wo... » Continue Reading
Category: Books and Stories
Sooo the doctor appointment went better then I expected. Other then my Anxiety and them touching me in uncomfortable places, it was mid 👍. It honestly wasn't as bad as monthly checkups but meh (and trust me I still remember maybe the worst doctors visit I've had). And they might up my meds yayyy... T~T. Now I'm just tired and slightly wanting to go to bed well at the other time I don't because I d... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
So um I have to go to the doctors tomorrow and I am just really really terrified and feel like I'm getting anxious just thinking about it. I hate doctors I don't know why but yea, they are one of the worst things ever to me. And I already know my parent is probably not gonna come back with me, and it'll just be me... Alone. I really don't want to go but I know it's for my own good and well being. ... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
Sometimes I just really really hate my parents. I already know what I'm saving up for once I get a job- a house because I feel like I kinda need to get away from both of them and I am done with both of them, like I love them and all but they're also pretty crappy parents. One wants me to be the 'Stereotypical' girl and dress all pretty and all that. I wish I could just yell and then that I'm NOT A... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
Honestly, I think I might have insomnia. I don't get tired too often infact I'm not really tired right now and it's two in the morning •~• I'm disappointed in myself for not going to bed sooner but hey who cares anymore! Plus I'm having lots of fun laying in bed playing Roblox ^^ Too bad I am deciding to go to sleep now. Good night or Good day to everyone and bye bye 🥱👋 » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
This Summer is probably gonna suck, at least for me. It's also gonna be loooong. At this point I'm already wanting it to be over because I have nothing to do and not really anyone to talk to :P . And I don't do well in heat. I honestly would have wanted to stay in school all year long if that was a choice because man I hate being home sometimes- Also at school I would be able to be myself, while h... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
Hello people idk what to put here I just felt like talking, well how about we just comment whatever random things we want 👍 Now bye bye » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
Well today I got called "Sir" at a Denny's! I feel so mature now ★~★ And this doesn't beat the fact that I love being called Sir or Mister or anything like that I feel so happy about it :] And I hope that this keeps on happening to me. Well anyway that's pretty much it bye bye » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
Is it bad that when everyone is gone including the people I usually text (A Lot)that I don't know what to do with myself? Like, it's not even that, I'll be stuck in my house no one home everything dead silent. After like ten minutes, I'll start to feel like I'm going INSANE!!! If you were to put me in a room by myself for like a day of two, you better pray that something bad hasn't happened. Becau... » Continue Reading
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