I am confused.

I'm just confused on my feelings at this point. At lot has happened these past weeks all pretty good not really bad, which is good. But there is one thing that came up that is bugging me a little bit, I don't really know what this feeling I'm having right now is. It feels kinda sad but also not, and I also feel like there's this gap inside me and I don't know how to fill this gap. I don't know what I need, or what to do, the gap feeling just exists. And I kinda don't like it.

Well um I should be getting to sleep now, goodnight/good afternoon/ good morning to everyone! And if anyone knows or has any ideas on what this feeling is please help. Bye bye!