location: couch at allister currently stalking your twitter likes. you liked something i wanted to send you. pain ensues. im not sure if writing out my every thought is making this any better but it helps i suppose. living with someone has me unable to keep my thoughts soley in my brain. i think back to earlier an i shudder. i mourn all the things i wanted to say that never got uttered. jokes i sm... » Continue Reading
location: couch at allister its not going to get any better. how do you get to say this determine this when you hurt me. i cant wait for time to pass and i feel like my head isnt spinning everytime i hear about you or see you or hear you while seeing you. you werent meant to be anything but i think about that night. i couldnt look at you. i thought i would be the one to hurt you. and you were just... » Continue Reading
location: couch at allister currently sitting at home thinking about how i lost so much time over a person who was so quick to move on. i never expected this i always thought id fucking hurt you. its so fucking sad to think that night after the movie id only wanted to see you. i was gonna choose you. that same fucking night. that stupid fucking fmab poster on your wall. you didnt deserve it and i ... » Continue Reading