sorry i havent updated in a few days, i got busy. i finally have my medication back, i dont know if i feel much different yet though. it will probably take a bit to get back in my system. i am happy that i have access to it again because this means no more random breakdowns over insignificant shit. at least, for the most part. the past few days have been fun. i went swimming with my friends at a ... » Continue Reading
none of the names i use here are their real names im not thinking of much right now to be honest, other than how uncomfortable my bed is right now and how id like to have another shower. im going to the lake tomorrow with my friend spade. i also want to go to walmart to get real important stuff like capri suns and fruit. i dont know if im going to do that tomorrow or not though, since if i get pe... » Continue Reading
man i wish it was fall already. honestly mostly so i can dress in jackets and hoodies again. i only have so many shirts i can rotate through but no one questions a jacket. also i wanna try out this new hat i got but i cant wear it until it matches my outfit and it is too damn hot to wear anything but a shirt and shorts. i wanna go to the lake one last time before it starts to get cold again. i wan... » Continue Reading
moonlit nights did not mean much to me until i felt his body as he lie next to mine with the warmth the sun gives out on a nice day in july now the moon means everything to me as i curl up, cold, thinking of ways to write out rhymes no longer wishing to doubt and no longer saying goodbye » Continue Reading
i remember being 6 years old, sitting at my table at school and reading a book about rainbows. i admittedly felt pretty smart after that. i was the only one in my class who had Extensive Knowledge about something. i, however, wasnt aware that they all already knew Something » Continue Reading