17•he/him•pagan
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Category: Life
Disclaimer: mentions of severe mental illness/instability I'm loosing it, like actually loosing it. I feel like I'm slipping away from reality. I have a psych appointment next week to figure out why I'm experiencing so much paranoia, hallucinations, mania, depression, ect. I just feel like it's not even worth it to try to figure it out anymore. I've always had a lot of anxiety and depressive epis... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
So im dating the most amazing guy ever. We actually dated 3 years ago but that was in 6th grade, I've always wished we'd fall back into eachothers life's after we grew. It feels like the universe is telling me that everything will be ok. I love him more than I've ever loved anyone else. Everything about him is so captivating and I can never get enough of him, he accepts me for me, and would never... » Continue Reading
Category: Friends
Today I told my freinds about my feelings for him, we are still freinds but I wish we were more. I'm so mad at myself for falling for him. I hate falling for people I have no chance with, it hurts. It feels like everyone loves him, how are we so alike but so different. » Continue Reading
Category: Jobs, Work, Careers
All my life I've been asked what I'll be when I grow up and I used to always have an answer. Now I'm just not sure. I want to do something I find joy in but I don't find joy in many things. I thought maybe I could work with plants but that would get boring. Maybe a tattoo artist but im not artistic enough for that. I just don't know. The closer I get to 18 the less I seem to know. I just hope I fi... » Continue Reading
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