The future

All my life I've been asked what I'll be when I grow up and I used to always have an answer. Now I'm just not sure. I want to do something I find joy in but I don't find joy in many things. I thought maybe I could work with plants but that would get boring. Maybe a tattoo artist but im not artistic enough for that. I just don't know. The closer I get to 18 the less I seem to know. I just hope I figure it out soon. 9/20/21