"chilling"
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Category: School, College, University
So I'm in the makeup crew for our schools musical and when it was just the once a week meeting it was fine but now its tech week and we have to stay at school 'til 10 pm every day. Even on Saturday we were there from 10-10. It's so boring and because I'm makeup crew we only do one thing and then we aren't needed again. I suppose it would be bearable if I had friends but unfortunately I have no soc... » Continue Reading
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Category: School, College, University
My school claims to be a safe space where you shouldn't be afraid to speak up and where everyone is treated with respect but that's just not true. Kids are constantly saying the r-slur, making ableist, racist, and homophobic jokes and the teachers do nothing. I know they hear everything being said and even when I ask them to do something about it they don't. I end up having to be the one to stick ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Today I met with my counselor, theatre teacher and an asshole from my class to discuss the homophobia in the classroom. It was very nerve wracking as he is a tall football player and could easily beat me up. We discussed how him saying the things he did and making the jokes he does is harmful and scary for the LGBT+ students. I think we got through to him a bit but I'm not sure he will actually c... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I am currently questioning my sexuality again due to a presentation on asexuality that my schools GSA gave. I am questioning all of my past thoughts and actions lol. Looking back on things I've never really felt sexually attracted to someone. I've never wanted to have sex with a specific person. I think about how I've thought people were attractive but looking at it now it seems the way I was attr... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
So in my theatre class there are these 2 homophobic and transphobic dicks. They also never wear their masks correctly. I finally stood up to one of them but it didn't do anything. I've gone to my counselor and now I have to meet with my theatre teacher, my counselor and the asshole I stood up to. He's like 6 ft and a football player so I'm terrified that he'll hurt me. I know I need to do this in ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
So today my gender therapist told me that if my parents get on board with me medically transitioning I might be able to start testosterone within the next 6 months!!!!! My parents don't really want me to medically transition but I'm sure I can convince them! » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
last night was my schools homecoming and it was so fun! i prepared myself for the worst as i wasnt actually going with anyone so i thought i'd end up alone but i had an amazing time i saw some of my friends and i danced with them for most of the night! it was exhausting but it was the most fun id had in ages!! » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
I used to be apart of a decent sized friend group that stuck together. i'd always have someone to work with, someone to sit with, or someone to hangout with but after i realized the toxicity within the group and decided to leave for the betterment of my mental health i dont have anyone i can rely on to keep me from being alone. i always worry when we have to split into groups as i dont have someon... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
so im at the first meeting for my schools gsa and one of my toxic old friends is here T-T some of my other old friends are here as well. theyre not bad but it is kinda awkward. i just wanna go home but i have to wait for the late bus and they only arrive after club activities. i dont have any actual friends here so im just sitting in a corner. » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
so i met with my new gender therapist toady and it went amazing! he actually seems like he's going to help me advance in my transition and get my parents on board with medically transitioning. i've had a few therapists in the past and non of them were bad but they didn't actually seem to help so this is a nice change of pace. we've already started outlining a timeline for my transition and if ever... » Continue Reading
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