main points i thought i would blog about hyperfixations and dealing with them as someone who can hyperfixate on anything and everything (while having almost no one to talk to). okay so i have two hyperfixations (my chem and saw), both of these pieces of media have saved my life. hyperfixations are different for everyone. i once had a major hyperfix on sherlock and had everything sherlock t » Continue Reading
i honestly don't know what i'm doing wrong to be sexualised so much. is it my fault? i mean i don't post much of my face anymore but when i do i always get weird comments about how 'good i'd sound' or how 'much i'd like it'. which is so weird because i've opened spoke about being asexual before and i also post about my partner constantly. i am tired of people seeing me for my body and not my perso... » Continue Reading
i'm not sure if i will ever get over it and i don't know when i need to stop publicly grieving. when does it become annoying to still grieve and when does the grieving 'grace period' come to an end. it's been five years. should i be over it by now? should i finally move on? am i allowed to be upset forever? am i allowed to miss him? is that even 'allowed' anymore? it's been so long i don't remembe... » Continue Reading