I try to write about you in beautiful ways but it never comes out how I want it to. the words are ugly and twisted, absent of flow. I have this fantasy where if I put all the right words in the right order it will be so beautiful and heartfelt that you can't help but to fall back in love with me. but my mind is so fragmented, poems and monologues pulled straight from the depths of my soul come ou... » Continue Reading
i don't understand why i continue to crave your approval, all i want is to be seen by you. i need you to know that i am alive. every thing i've written over the past 9 months has been about you, and almost every twitter post i've made exists purely for your entertainment. ironically enough, i came back to spacehey so that you wont read a word that i say anymore, but i still cant help it, i wish... » Continue Reading
even if you dont love me anymore i want you to know that i love you. everytime you say that you feel lonely i wish i could be the one to make it go away. i never want you to go a day in your life feeling unloved, its just not true. even if everyone turned their backs on you and left you to rot i would still be here to nurse you back to health. i never want you to feel as unloveable as you made me ... » Continue Reading