Enemies to Shutters, Closed blinds like dark red covers. Merlot in the cuts on my hands, nothing without solstice, the pictures with bands. I was made to forget and cursed to remember, the fingertips brushing, her dead ending letter. » Continue Reading
"Desk Job" it never happened if you can forget, but once its a habit then things start to slip, and days you watch from the sides, a still photo you edit to life, but its not the same as when you weren't in your head, before dirty tap, plastic and lead, it leaves a mark if you try to take it with you, you try to relive it but living is the issue, so its glass to my cheek, and drywall that creaks, ... » Continue Reading
you cant abuse the substance or lack there of, if it makes you better and makes you love, the destructive days you chose, to fill empty for cameras that pose, a better question, "Does the viewer know?", all my effort with what to show? and it wasn't like those days, because we much » Continue Reading
Hi it’s ur favorite apocalypse checking in to remind you just how exclusive your elusive youth is. The woman in white on the stage praying under the tongues she sings my name, surrounded my the black and white pictures of black and blue killers, screaming “hey! You did great!” Just me and you plus the view from the stage. What she was screaming I can’t remember, I thought If I beat you I would fee... » Continue Reading
Today’s mood is the usual mixture of nostalgia and deadness inside. Today’s outfit: My crown that hangs heavy on either side, a black choker and some lies on the tip of my tongue, a glare with a smirk on the other side, and a couple black eyes. After I trim my horns and put on my face I slip into an air of mystery and then drape the weight of the world on my shoulders, then some low waisted jeans ... » Continue Reading
In brilliant minds the secret to true misery lies, Give me the answer, because in pain we learn to fly. (You wear the pieces you took from me around your neck, so when someone comes to steal me back you'll be choked to death.) -t, when i quote its kinda obvious. » Continue Reading
I just realized when i get my fangs i'm going to have to have a very interesting conversation with my dentist about reshaping my retainer... thats going to be fun. » Continue Reading
This is totally at random, but a thought hit me at work and I knew I couldn't let it go to waste. You know those seemingly familiar images you have in your mind? Or when you start something new and you know exactly what to do, because you've done it before, but you never actually have? I think its because you have lived it before, because why shouldn't you recycle a soul? juast wipe the memory, bu... » Continue Reading
Literally what else can I do to prove that Lizz is out of her mind? its killing me how someone could just jump into your life via some dude on the internet name ChRIs >=(( and turn it into a sideshow for freaking out on Discord and being dodgy on LiveJournal..... of all the thing i could be doing while I'm young. This is harder than writing a character without morals, because she is actually real,... » Continue Reading
M friend just had the best idea for the Drokket Rehz!!!!!!! so im gonna be a liitle late with the first chapter of part one but its whatever... Hail is next1! im so excited for her and awsten! hails is practically an angel already.. » Continue Reading
God I luv this CD!!! My Walkman hardly fits into any of my pockets even when I wear men's jeans, but I make it work. Chase Theory, OG Jimmy Eat World, Cross My Heart! Its the perfect classic emo playlist! All its missing is some Emery and Far or maybe some early Sunny Day Real Estate, but other than that I couldn't ask for more in a playlist, one song goes smoothly into the other, the vibe is evo... » Continue Reading