"Still"

you cant abuse the substance or lack there of, if it makes you better and makes you love,

the destructive days you chose, to fill empty for cameras that pose,

a better question, "Does the viewer know?", all my effort with what to show?

and it wasn't like those days, because we much prefer the rain,

so it doesn't matter what you don't or feel,

all this time and bitter pills ,

and i'm still just nothing and ill,

-e. =(