survey copied from: Ryan™ 1. Spell your first name backwards? eivets 2. Story behind your myspace display name? https://youtu.be/pPD8Ja64mRU?si=eaZiW1TYQDQ5V7kZ 3. What month were you born in? September 4. Where do y » Continue Reading
but why should today be any different? my mother sure doesn't think so. i should be numb by now to her mental abuse, since it's been 32 years of this shit.. but i didn't cry this morning, so that's a start i suppose. i have to clock in for a six hour shift in 45 minutes. there is no time for tears, because i know once i start, i won't be able to stop. after work i'll get dolled up and let my partn... » Continue Reading
some friends of mine are visiting from Florida, so I had to take them to my favorite cemetery up here. here are some pictures I took :) » Continue Reading
my souvenir for life; this loneliness clings to me, glittered and consumed it's the flashing clock reminding you she isn't coming home it's the echoing foot steps of your first friend leaving you behind black molded into my skin, growing and flourishing inside until the end » Continue Reading
🖤 this past Tuesday, August 6th, would of been Elliot Smiths 54th birthday. his music continues to get me out of some of the darkest times in my life 🖤 we miss you, Elliot! 🥀 » Continue Reading
last night i got to live my best elder emo lifeeee!! my throat is most definitely sore from screaming all of the lyrics LOL. met so many cool people, everyone was reminiscing of the myspace days, so you know i had to bring up spacehey! hopefully some of them actually join haha. okay, bye!!! » Continue Reading
i've been getting lost in the sky again. everything feels like a weird dream suddenly, but looking up and getting lost is bringing me comfort. the sun in the sky right where the stars once lied is a picture of the day where and when time fades away » Continue Reading