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~ to be loved is to be seen ~

Category: Blogging

~my earliest memory of my need for validation probably dates back to when i was about 8 years old, the moment i realized my true superpower: making people laugh. it was a restless humid night during the summertime in tennessee. my mom was out for the night, likely working the bar and partying, as she often did.. but i was spending the evening with my older brother and sister, along with our cousin... » Continue Reading

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~ romanticizing my life one blog post at a time ~

Category: Blogging

~ the universe has been speaking to me in the quietest of ways lately.. subtle whispers guiding my decisions. this afternoon it told me to skip my usual gym routine and take my dogs for a walk instead. we headed to one of our favorite parks and just a few minutes into a walk we notice a man staring into the woods, looking into the trees very intensely. of course my curiosity kicked in so i started... » Continue Reading

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~ it's the little things ~

Category: Blogging

woke up feeling the weight of everything. the kind of day where staying inside and sinking into my own head seemed like the easiest thing to do. buuuut, i know better. so i put my boots on and forced myself to go on a walk through the snow. honestly wasnt expecting much , some fresh air and to clear my head.. but as i'm walking along » Continue Reading

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~ a love i only feel ~

Category: Writing and Poetry

my mind runs in circles, restless, tight, consumed by thoughts of him each night. his hands in mine, the sweetest thought, yet my heart is torn by what’s not real. building false stories, breaking myself apart, he’s the villain in a love i only feel. » Continue Reading

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~ Myspace survey ~

Category: Quiz/Survey

survey copied from: Ryan™ 1. Spell your first name backwards? eivets 2. Story behind your myspace display name? https://youtu.be/pPD8Ja64mRU?si=eaZiW1TYQDQ5V7kZ 3. What month were you born in? September 4. Where do y » Continue Reading

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~ cemetery est in 1800s ~

Category: Art and Photography

some friends of mine are visiting from Florida, so I had to take them to my favorite cemetery up here. here are some pictures I took :) » Continue Reading

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~ souvenir for life ~

Category: Writing and Poetry

my souvenir for life; this loneliness clings to me, glittered and consumed it's the flashing clock reminding you she isn't coming home it's the echoing foot steps of your first friend leaving you behind black molded into my skin, growing and flourishing inside until the end » Continue Reading

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~20 years of tears~

Category: Parties and Nightlife

last night i got to live my best elder emo lifeeee!! my throat is most definitely sore from screaming all of the lyrics LOL. » Continue Reading

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~ dreaming ~

Category: Writing and Poetry

i've been getting lost in the sky again. everything feels like a weird dream suddenly, but looking up and getting lost is bringing me comfort. the sun in the sky right where the stars once lied is a picture of the day where and when time fades away » Continue Reading

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