i quit my job today, I'm a bit anxious about finding a new job but I have a good amount of time to find another one. my relationship is going really well but I'm scared something will happen, I love her so much. I'm scared she'll lose interest in me or she'll get hurt or sick and die or something. my schooling is going ok, straight Cs which isn't failing even though things are getting better i ca... » Continue Reading
getting up this morning was pretty hard but it's hard every morning. i got to work around 11:15, i was supposed to get there by 11 but no one seemed to mind. i should be grateful that i work at such a lax place all of my coworkers today were people I'm friends with so that was nice it wasn't very busy today me and my friends had a nice conversation about demons and ghosts and planned a road trip t... » Continue Reading
it's been a while since I've been excited about a holiday, but I'm excited about this one. my mood has improved alot recently. im still a bit lonely but it's not too bad. alot of my friends are visiting tomorrow. and i need to fix my profile, ill do that later » Continue Reading
it's a strange feeling looking at my old internet stuff from back when i was super young, i don't really remember who i was then, it's like looking at another person my memory is really hazy and my mind has been foggy recently i wonder if any of my old steam friends would remember me? probably not » Continue Reading
it's been a wild time since i've been gone, my foster brother caught the bathroom on fire, i got rear ended and lost my car, then i got a new one and now i have covid » Continue Reading
i don't get the appeal, your in a room full of other guys staring at the same women and your losing money, why? i don't get the appeal, you supposed to get aroused? it's not like you're gonna have sex with the stripper. idk man, i don't think i could get aroused in a room full of strangers, it's barely a step down from a porn watch party with random people » Continue Reading
WHY AM I SO TIRED ALL THE TIME? WHY CAN'T I JUST GET MYSELF TO DO WHAT I WANT TO? WHY CAN'T I FOCUS ON ANYTHING I JUST WANT TO BE ABLE TO READ WITHOUT HAVING TO REREAD IT 12 TIMES TO PROCESS IT IM TIRED OF THIS CONSTANT NAGGING FEELING THAT I SHOULD BE DOING SOMETHING. » Continue Reading