"confessions of my teenage heart"
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tw: mentions of bullying and panic attacks i'm being bullied. there are two girl who are bulling me currently, but i'm not sure if there will be more. both used to be my best friends but (obviously) they're not anymore. i'm more worried about one of the girls who i'll call amy. amy is incredibly manipulative. like i was manipulated by her for so long, until i realized what she was doing. act » Continue Reading
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growing up, i lived in a poor family. i mean we're still poor, but we're better off for the most part. i lived with my grandparents and two of my aunts. we lived in an in-between town. it wasn't the hood, but it sure as hell wasn't a middle class area.my grandfather worked with gang centres and reformation groups and my grandmother was a teacher. my mom worked two jobs at different hospitals, one... » Continue Reading
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TW- BREIF MENTION OF SUICIDE AND PANIC ATTACKS there's this boy that i know through mutual friends. at one point, he told a friend that he liked me, even though we had really only talked twice. both times were not even full conversations. apparently he'd liked me for a while, and he wasn't the best at hiding it. i knew, but he never outright said it. he would give me some of his birthday candy be... » Continue Reading
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i realize now that my childhood is/was such a comforting thing. i really enjoy looking back on it, because i can forget everything for a moment, and just remember . when i was younger, things just seemed so much simpler. i didn't have nearly as many responsibilities, and i didn't know half the things i know now. today, while i was walking to work i saw a group of girls playing jump-rope. i asked ... » Continue Reading
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in the last year i've lost at least seven friends, maybe more. it feels sort of like a domino effect, where after every friend i lose, another two fall out after. it started with a girl who i'd been best friends with for twelve years, and after i let her go i realized how much of a bad person she was. it's just kept happening from there, where i'll attract a person who seems alright, and then we ... » Continue Reading
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i have a tendency to overthink. most times i overthink past interactions with people. i think i've been slowly starting to annoy people with the things that i do. like the way my voice hitches at the end of certain words, and how i mimic peoples tones, or even the dumb jokes i make. i feel like i'm too loud, and because of that i'm beginning to push people away. i can't be sure, but the looks in... » Continue Reading
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it scares me how all my friends are older than me. and how i feel happiest when i'm at work. i feel like my co-workers are my only real friends, i trust them more than anything. i have closer bonds with my co-workers over the ones with my school » Continue Reading
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i really like this boy. i’ve never told anyone about him before. i think he's perfect, he’s nice and we like a lot of the same things. we have inside jokes, and i love the way his eyes widen when he gets excited. i love the stupid flirty face he makes, and the silly voices he uses » Continue Reading
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