Oke so from the last time I've been on this site,, a lot has changed,, I've gotten into therapy and soon will get a therapist on top of the doctors I already have plus I'm on medication. these meds however made me put on a lot of weight so know I'm trying to lose some but i'll be hard since I don't like exercising what so ever, and yeah I'm just upset now cuz I can't even eat what I want cuz it wi... » Continue Reading
recently I am feeling a little better and thinking about it less,, I am on medication and spending my times with people that care about me and calm me down.. Also I made friends with my old friend group again and will be going out soon! hopefully my anxiety doesn't get the best of me that day hahha,, Also on aother note,, I made this like,, chatroom on here.fm,, which surprisngly it's a site I dis... » Continue Reading
man recently the only thing my brain has been thinkjng about is that one day I'll die and I can't do anything about it,, and it made me derealize so much,, I don't know if I'm real anymore,, It's so annoying, my mes are not helping me stop thinkinhg I hate it,, I know it will happen but I don't know what happens after and it scares me man,, » Continue Reading
i feel so stupid and useless and I keep feeling like shit, about just me being me, idk wtf im doing, i dont have a job anymore, it feels like my relationship is crumbling to the floor everytime i talk to my boyfriend, i dont have friends irl so no support, my parents dont give a shit about me, sometimes i feel like something is wrong with my brain and i will never understand what it is, no one her... » Continue Reading
I was really bored,, watching a ranboo vod,, and tired,, so I drew this thing! [my bf said I look like a muppet,, I just like drawing myself with a big nose since I have one] [(he says its not that big)] » Continue Reading
th1s 4ll sp4c3h3y th1ng 1s m4k1ng my br41n 1tch 1n 4 g00d way,, 1'm l1ter4lly s0 hyp3d w1th try1ng t0 c0d3 [I'm not gonna write like this all the time I think,, i just remembered terezi :3] » Continue Reading
I can draw any character as long as it's not NSFW,, also maybe not furries cuz I suck at drawing animals,, but I can still try!! [this is a reference] » Continue Reading