life update?

Oke so from the last time I've been on this site,, a lot has changed,, I've gotten into therapy and soon will get a therapist on top of the doctors I already have plus I'm on medication.

these meds however made me put on a lot of weight so know I'm trying to lose some but i'll be hard since I don't like exercising what so ever, and yeah I'm just upset now cuz I can't even eat what I want cuz it will fuck up my metabolism and everything I'm trying to do to lose it :((