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sometimes, i will hear a song, and it makes my chest swell and overflow with emotion. then, ill see a video. these videos, either animated or made from real life, will match the intensity and passion of a song so well, it completely entrances me. i cant tear my eyes away, my chest feels so tight and it feels like theres butterflies, and it gets so intense that i cant help but let a chill run down ... » Continue Reading
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the weekends are nice. youre allowed to sleep as long as you need, and you can do as you please. but, for me, the weekends have too much time. all i can do is sit, alone, in my dark room, waiting for night to come so i can sleep again. i have friends, but its difficult to be with them. im the outsider, still, the one whos excluded from the big group. it doesnt bother me too much, though. i wont be... » Continue Reading
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i have become more lazy recently. i still diligently participate in my academics, but i find myself staring off more often. Whether it be at a pattern on the wall or the courtyards past the windows, its slowly becoming more difficult to just sit and read. soon, the windows will be open, and the warmth will leak into the cold rooms, and then my classmates will be the same as me. its a calming fact,... » Continue Reading
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in my school courtyards, everything is starting to bloom. daffodils have grown tall, and the dandelions have grown white. in one courtyard, a tree is growing purple and pink flowers, but they havent opened up yet. in another, surrounded by yellow flowers, a single red flower is growing. the sky is clear and blue today, and the sun is shining so brightly. it all has the appeal of spring, and yet it... » Continue Reading
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sometimes, even if the days get warmer, i still feel sad. although, sometimes i cant tell if its sadness or loneliness. the two are quite awfully similar. sometimes it starts off small, the sadness. like when you suck in your stomach in public, or youre unable to participate in a friends conversation, you feel that twinge of sadness. as the day goes on, it keeps growing and growing. even if its no... » Continue Reading
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lately, the days have become more humid. i dont know if its because of the rain or because of summer creeping in. as i lay in bed, i have to tie my hair up and wear tank tops, otherwise my sheets get caked in sweat. its like when youd come home from the pool, or come home from a camp on a hot day and lay down, falling asleep, and when you wake up youre drenched in sweat. or like, when youd have a ... » Continue Reading
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sometimes i feel light as a cloud. nothing about my body feels heavy, and a smile comes easily. its when i feel this way that music becomes more enchanting to me. some songs have a way of making you smile and laugh, as if you have no cares in the world. some songs make you feel like theres no gravity, as if you could stand on the ceiling, jump wall to wall as you laugh. it gives you the same feeli... » Continue Reading
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today, as i drove around with friends, i felt so light. it was warm out, so the windows were all down, and we cruised down a freeway. i was up in the passenger seat, and leaned my head against the side as wind blew into the car, and the mix of hot and cold was nice. its times like these where i feel at peace, like nothing can harm me, and i am content. it also makes you tired, the way you get tire... » Continue Reading
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every now and then, ill go back to bad days. days where no matter how much i slept, im still tired, no matter how much fresh air and water i have, i feel nauseous, no matter how long its been since ive eaten, i have no appetite. today was a no appetite day, throughout the entire day i felt sick. i would smell food being cooked and feel like throwing up. watching my parents eat made me so anxious a... » Continue Reading
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i dont like the nighttime like i used to. during the day its fine, but at night, when im left alone in this vast, cold bed, with only my warmth, i feel so sad. from my window i can see the moon and airplanes. during the summers, ill sit out on my roof, against the chimney, and listen to trees rustling, and it makes me feel peaceful. but now, when its still cold out, all i can do is lay in my bed. ... » Continue Reading
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sometimes, i get this feeling in my stomach and chest, sort of like dread, but it mostly just feels like a squeezing pressure. its as if theres a huge entangled ball in my chest, dripping down into my stomach. when it starts to get so bad, as if its taking over my entire ribcage, i can just close my eyes, and breathe as deeply as possible. the air infiltrates any pockets the entanglement has, and ... » Continue Reading
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as i type, my cat is glaring at me and also snoring, because shes a weirdo who cant leave me be. i did so much today, and i always feel happy doing things, yet the moment i get home im so tired. its as if when im outside my home, im this radiant being, whose laugh and smile is contagious to everyone. when im home, im just quiet and so, so tired. maybe im connected to the sun. i would love to be co... » Continue Reading
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