04/20/22, 16:10

as i type, my cat is glaring at me and also snoring, because shes a weirdo who cant leave me be. i did so much today, and i always feel happy doing things, yet the moment i get home im so tired. its as if when im outside my home, im this radiant being, whose laugh and smile is contagious to everyone. when im home, im just quiet and so, so tired. maybe im connected to the sun. i would love to be connected with the sun or moon, they both make me happy whenever theyre around. i wish i could be friends with them, as well as the stars. one time, i watched a meteor shower in some sand dunes, and i think thats when i fell in love with the sky. its nice to be in love like that. so even if i feel some melancholy today, itll surely be fixed by night time. and if not, itll be fixed by the new day.