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02/27/2024, 13:01
Category: Blogging
my god. life is so good but also so bad. i can go to the ocean whenever and feel the salt matt my hair but there are also ants in my cereal. » Continue Reading
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01/18/24
Category: Blogging
Walking to the edge, the salt stings their nose. They breathe in and all at once it is as if every livi » Continue Reading
01/17/23
Category: Blogging
do i feel anything really? i do, i know i have this heavy achey feeling in my chest a lot lately, a deep sadness, but i don't know if I'm really feeling/experiencing it. its kind of like i think and then it happens like an automatic response not performed by myself. i worry I'm getting worse. i worry i wont make it to such an old age, i don't think my heart can take that much change. » Continue Reading
12/12/23
Category: Blogging
god i hate growing up but theres nothing else to do, which kinda sucks. its not that I want to relive my entire childhood but it would be nice if it hadn't gone so fast, it feels like I cant really remember anything. sucks. whatever. at least I know what I want to do now. » Continue Reading
12/12/23
Category: Blogging
when i look out the window, the sky is the same as when it snows but there is none, and i am no longer abl » Continue Reading
05/04/23, 09:35
Category: Writing and Poetry
there's something about being 12 and wearing a too big shirt, because you don't care how it looks on you yet, with some random shorts on during the summer, carrying in boxes of pizzas up your driveway and you don't have a phone, the cicadas are loud, and the air is warm despite the sun being low » Continue Reading
12/16/22, 0:17
Category: Blogging
i want to try writing a book. i dont think itll be very good. but i want to write based on my experiences. not an autobiography, but my experiences, my emotions. i want to write about being a young adult; leaving childhood behind but struggling with it. struggling with the fact that i wont wake up and be 8 again, i cant wake up and be 8 again. that i have to keep growing up. i hate who i was as a ... » Continue Reading
12/11/22, 17:44
Category: Blogging
i really wish i could be more creative. im able to write stories and poetry really well, but i dont think i want to be an author. if anything, i want to make movies. write them, more specifically. i want to create something that can be turned into something people watch, with color schemes and frame shots. i think cinema is really interesting. but, im simply unable to come up with ideas for it. wh... » Continue Reading
10/21/22, 22:54
Category: Blogging
sometimes, i just want to run. not out of fear or in efforts to lose weight; just to run. like running and feeling the wind stab at your face, watering your eyes, reddening your cheeks and nose and you cant hold back a massive grin, gums and teeth bared. to run and smile and be out of breath, letting out a desperate throaty laugh, one that you can feel reverberate through your stomach and bones, a... » Continue Reading
11/14/22, 8:46
Category: Blogging
I search for a space in the wall I can crawl into, begging to be encapsulated in its cold. Not to be hidden, but to be held, suffocated by an exhausting force who holds my face and lets me sleep. I press my face into » Continue Reading
11/13/22, 18:00
Category: Blogging
i've been gone a long time, huh? i've settled into college, i think. maybe im just extremely disconnected from it. i think i am. it feels like everyone outside this world doesnt exist sometimes. my parents are across the country, hours ahead, and i dont think ive realized im not able to simply go home to them. ill be visiting them in around 2 weeks. maybe then ill cry. i dont really miss home. im... » Continue Reading