you take and you take and you take and everyone just takes and im left with nothing you take the fine microscopic hairs off of my skin and then you peel it back layer by layer and take apart the muscle, tearing through the fibers and then there is nothing left of me in hands and palms turned up and there is nothing but the particles of me that have fallen into space between the cracks of your ski... » Continue Reading
(DO) (DID) YOU KNOW I STILL EXIST EVEN WHEN YOU ARE NOT AROUND ? THAT MY LOVE FOR YOU WAS STILL FLOWING LIKE THE STALE BLOOD INSISIDE THESE TIGHTENING, SCRUNCHING, PRESSURIZING, EXCRUTIATING, ERUPTING, HARDENING, CONGEALING, STRAINING, PINCHING, CRAMPING, CONTRACTING, CLEANCHING, BINDING, VEINS? ? » Continue Reading
sometimes i feeel like things mean way too much to me i dont know if its the way my brain is wired or if its something i acnt unlearn regardless, its a problem i have and face every day maybe its the way i fear for the end of it all, maybe its the way i can never seem to get used to certain things everyone seems to just float along weell in knowing and without regard or worry » Continue Reading
Why does he laugh with hi He would laugh Laughing with his chest with a smile on his face. His voice raspy and full of tiredness. He says things like "Oh man, Oh wow" in disbelief about the way his voice sounds, wondering about his height. He aches for just a number ot viualize where he would stand in a 3 dimensional hologram straight from his mind, a way forhim to feel like he really is there a ... » Continue Reading