"just trying to make it to the end of the day"
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Category: Life
So the last time I came on here I said things were getting better, well that's no longer the case anymore lol. Things have gotten pretty bad as of recently. The only good thing that has happened is I finally got an update about my new job. I start in August. I also started writing again, and I'm actually going somewhere with it. Looks like I have to face traumatic events for me to be inspired. But... » Continue Reading
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Things have been getting better since last time. Summer hasn't been too bad, except I literally haven't been doing anything. Which fucking sucks because the whole point of summer is to have fun and make plans, but I've went out like three times since June. Plus, I still don't have a job so my days have been really boring. Speaking of jobs, I recently applied to the YMCA for after school programs. ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Currently not doing so hot. I haven't had a depressive episode this bad in a long time. Like, I'm not so sure how I'm gonna make it out of this one. Many things can be a reason. For one, I'm practically unemployed now. Technically my last day is next Friday, but I haven't gone to work since I've put my two week notice. But now I'm not gonna be able to have any income for a while, since I haven't r... » Continue Reading
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I'm gonna quit my job on Thursday. I currently work at Wendy's, the reason why I'm gonna quit is because they keep fucking with my schedule. I just applied to Starbucks, so hopefully I get hired. If not, I'm gonna work at the YMCA for after school wrap programs. But I don't think I wanna work there just because I'm gonna have to work with kids. It's not that I don't like kids, I just prefer not to... » Continue Reading
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So... hopefully I'm gonna loose my virginity soon. I've been talking to this guy for a bit now, I've known him since middle school so he's not a complete stranger. The other day I got pretty wasted (as in crossfaded) and I texted him being very straight forward. I told him "Can you just fuck me already" and he pretty much said yes. So now, I've got to decide when. I already bought condoms so this ... » Continue Reading
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So I don't know if I've ever mentioned on here how much I hate school. But I hate school so much, like a lot. I never enjoyed school, I never enjoyed going to school, or learning, or the environment, nothing. So, I've never understood the appeal of choosing to go to school after I graduate high school. Because, why would I make myself go through that? I hate being in school for all 12 years, why w... » Continue Reading
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I got a new doll. I got Roxxi from the "Bratz Rock Angels" line, she's pretty cute. Anyways, that's the only update I have. Nothing much has been going on, just work and school. However, I did get payed last Friday $448, pretty good check. But yeah that's about it. This withdrawal period isn't going all too well though. I mean, it is and it isn't. For a good part of my day I'll be fine, it's when ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
So I might not be able to go to prom. Even if I was able, I might not be able to wear the dress I bought with my grandma's money. I don't know how to feel. I was so sure I wouldn't care about prom, I didn't even want to go to prom two years ago. But I lost a whole year of high school, I didn't go to any school events because I didn't think I'd lose a whole year of school. But now, I want to have s... » Continue Reading
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The vape is out. The blue light started blinking. I didn’t think I’d be this affected but I am. I feel weird. Not in a good way. Like, why am I feeling this upset about it. If anything it should be a good thing that it ran out. But I don’t like it. It just ran out like five minutes ago. Why am I feeling this way? I hate it here. I think I’ll be okay. I hope I’ll be okay. I wanna be okay. » Continue Reading
Category: Music
I didn't get twice concert tickets. I'm very upset. Like, very upset. Resale tickets are already so much money. Did I mention that I'm upset? Yeah. I thought this time I was able to get tickets since I didn't get them last time during their tour. And now I'm upset that I didn't get them again. I'm very upset. Very upset. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I downloaded hinge once I turned 18, and nothing has happened so far until now. I matched with 4 people… That’s a lot of people. More people than I thought I’d ever match with. It’s weird. I know nothing is gonna happen, but it’s still weird. Why do so many people like me. I know it’s just a dating app so they don’t actually like like me since they don’t know me, it’s still weird. I’m not used to ... » Continue Reading
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There is 74 days until I graduate high school. That's a lot sooner than I thought, but this is actually happening. That's so fucking crazy. I remember so clearly from when I was little, how excited I'd get about the idea of going to high school and how heartbroken I'll be once I graduate. Ew that sounds so cheesy. Anyways. Well, that clearly isn't the case anymore. If anything, I'm more excited ge... » Continue Reading
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