Depressive episode

Currently not doing so hot. I haven't had a depressive episode this bad in a long time. Like, I'm not so sure how I'm gonna make it out of this one. Many things can be a reason. For one, I'm practically unemployed now. Technically my last day is next Friday, but I haven't gone to work since I've put my two week notice. But now I'm not gonna be able to have any income for a while, since I haven't really been applying to anywhere, but whatever. Another reason is I'm about to graduate in a little over a week. And I'm not ready whatsoever. So maybe that's why I'm so sad.