School

So I don't know if I've ever mentioned on here how much I hate school. But I hate school so much, like a lot. I never enjoyed school, I never enjoyed going to school, or learning, or the environment, nothing. So, I've never understood the appeal of choosing to go to school after I graduate high school. Because, why would I make myself go through that? I hate being in school for all 12 years, why would I willingly do it again? Why would I put myself through that again? Maybe, just maybe, it's because I want a future. Now I know college doesn't grantee you success, or a good future, but maybe I have a chance into doing something with my future. I don't know, maybe it's because I'm on a high right now and I'm being too hopeful. However, I can't help but think "what if?" What if I do actually become successful? What if I actually love going to school? What if I find myself doing a job that I love? What if there's actually more to me than just a bad GPA and no motivation? If I'm being honest, I never really this far ahead into the future (I know right it's sad). But I at least want to do something with my life, I only have one. I don't know, I'll probably be all depressed and question my worth in life by the next day, but right now I feel like there's more I am capable of. I just need to find it and confidently say it. "I am more than just a 2.33 GPA and I am capable of a successful future."