I feel miserable, I feel hopeless yet everyone fails to see that, why can’t I just ask for help? why can’t I take help when im offered it? what do I want? am I stuck in a loop? am I just another project the universe created? why can’t I be normal, why can’t I fit in with the others? am I really that unwanted, was I really that big of a failure? please for once. make me feel like I belong here. m... » Continue Reading
I r3lapsed again. I’m not even disappointed. I just, I feel a huge relief off of my shoulders. Nothing helps anymore, I feel like an empty shell, it feels as if I’m a treasure box in which everyone took my treasure, now I’m just a box. Nothing left, so people use it to store their unimportant items. I hate it. I hate it so much. I hate everything, everyone. I hate everything so much I can’t even e... » Continue Reading
life hasnt been the best, im still struggling so much with mental health and i think nobody notices how badly ive been trying to keep my head up. it sucks so much but i cant do much about it. im so desperate to end it all but i cant, people keep stopping me and im thankful but sometimes i feel guilt for not doing it. i wish life were easier for me, i cant do this anymore. i need to get rid o » Continue Reading
I don’t know, just recently life seems so hard on me. I’m pretty sure I fucked up my relationship with the guy I like/my best friend. Then my other friend has been acting weird towards me and it honestly makes me upset. I know I’m not the best but I feel pretty numb, aside from constant body pain, headaches, and tiredness. I just wanna get away. I wanna be free, without worries at all. I wish it w... » Continue Reading