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After getting home from a hectic and chaotic day at work, I had very little time to wind down, I'm pretty sure I had a blister on my toe too, so that didn't help. My partner was gonna get to my house at 4pm, as my dad was going to drive us to Cambridge. We had decided not to get the train as it was a rail replacement bus, and after the turmoil from last time, my dad offered to drop us off in Cambr... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
16/03/2026 - Quick update! My partner and I have been able to reconcile and we are now back together, after having about a months break, we are both doing okay and are rebuilding our relationship! We got back together in early February, and though it was a bit of a rocky start, we have settled our qualms and are currently getting on well. Also my dad is recovering. For context: he lost his lorry ... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
On the dirty kitchen floor Laid untouched, black and white Patterns on the surface Pinned down on the cold tiles Armed with scissors Cut them out And stitch them back together And pin them down again Rip the lace Patch them up, black and white And sew them up anew Get the scissors again Red threads run across the surface Redder still More red Until » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
The tears burn me when I cry 'Cause my skin is too dry Every year is the same Every year goes by I am lonely on these days It seems to be only way How this day happens How I wish I was born in May I should not be here Two months early I lament And I peer At those around me celebrating Celebrating together I have no cheer I crave to disappear into t » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
I feel like I'm gripping onto a rose The thorns digging deep Digging deeper into my hands Yet you're so beautiful But why must you hurt me, like this, At your convenience? I still want I still need To hold you in my arms one last time I don't want to be hurt again, to be alone again I love you, I love you too much I love you But good god, do you know how to hurt me You kno » Continue Reading
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Voices calling They are calling out to you And I can see I can see you crying You are weeping Why are you crying, please tell me I will be here I will be right by your SIDE Skies turn blue You're hiding again I miss you I burn When you say you're sorry There's no need to apologise When I say "I love you" Please know that I do mean it Just like the first t » Continue Reading
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I was not born I was created With only one thing on my mind Cyanide runs through my veins My bones are made of steel My heart is that of stone I do not feel For I was created With only one thing on my mind I seek vengeance! Vengeance! You can kill me But you shall never win To me, my death is a victory You live your life in sin Release me from this cursed worl » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
Look inside this empty heart Look inside this hollow shell What is left? The dead, they thirst I am the victim of my own mind There is nothing left to love I know no peace I have no god What is there left to love? What once was good GONE If I had a heart that was not broken I would say it belongs to you All that I feel IT WILL SOON BE GONE I am buil » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
My insecurities melt away Even if only for a fleeting moment Is my vanity too much? I am so tired I am so weak Yet you picked me Your sunflower eyes left me speechless With your soft words and kindness You treat me so well I hope you hear me Though me beauty is ephemeral Will you be with me When I'm old and grey? Will you be there beside me, Help keep my thoughts » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
This desire To tear at my skin To remove flesh from bone To exist on another plane This desire I fear not I wish to be removed From this mortal vessel of mine I am so limited I am so trapped Free me from these bones! I beg of thee Obliterate me Let my ribs burst though my skin Let my organs rot Tear at my skin Tear at the walls Obliterate me! » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
I look up and see you Shining so bright Blood drips from my mouth I see you I hunger for more The village is quiet (so quiet) As you illuminate What I have done I am the night sky that surrounds you You will be mine Selene, my beautiful Beautiful as the night sky I shall take as my bride Vampires shall feast tonight Selene, my love You m » Continue Reading
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