i don't know how or why but it happened suddenly the world slowly began to darken the colors became colder as if its watching the sky maybe all the disasters i've been through led me to a single conclusion but i tried to give you a thousand chances and i've endured a thousand times to be disappointed but i finally fig » Continue Reading
as the headlights of cars lights up the pitch-black earth as you listening to loud laughter like a concerto as you inhale the polluted air like fragrance maybe you will understand me people always leaves as if they will catch something you will understand me when you watch the infinity of Marmara people always lea » Continue Reading
i don't even know myself anymore looking at old photos who is this i say i don't even remember who i was anymore although i have no idea who i am i feel like a lost soul trapped in this body what about these invisible weights? who put these on my shoulders and why is it getting heavier and heavier day by da » Continue Reading
i can't destroy the black hole formed in the middle of my chest while i slowly disappear all these deceased eyes watching me i know i have to do something otherwise eventually this black hole will destroy me eternally huge deceased eyes watching me as i dance alone in this endlessness if i close my eyes even fo » Continue Reading
sometimes dying feels more appealing than living because i am not scared of dying as much as i am afraid to live is the world too cruel or am i too naive in my 20 years of life, i never thought breathing would be this hard and painful oh lord, protect me from the things I intend to do » Continue Reading
Who Am I? i am everything and i am nothing i am life and i am death i am day and i am night i am a rose and i am a thorn i am a newborn and i am so old, with all my wrinkles yesterday i opened my eyes to life and today i am shutting them » Continue Reading