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I'm 19 and have a crippling addiction to my chemical romance

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I cant sleep

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Everything feels wrong at night. At a time when the world's sleeping, im awake in my small room in uncomfortable darkness thinking about how wrong it feels to be me.  How wrong it feels to like someone. How wrong it feels to eat. How wrong it feels to try and move on in life when there's constant reminders of childhood mistakes weighing you down.  How wrong it feels to be alive in a world so incre... » Continue Reading

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Alone

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Sometimes I feel more alone than usual.  Sometimes I feel like a bother.  A pain in the ass. Sometimes I feel like no one wants me.  That I'm just a whore. That I lead people on just for compliments.  Sometimes I feel like I'm unlovable. That I'm too much.  Too needy. Sometimes I feel better off dead But I'm afraid of dying » Continue Reading

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hatred

Category: Friends

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young love

Category: Romance and Relationships

I've never loved someone in the way I loved you. I'd never looked at someone the same way I looked at you. My face never turned red whenever anyone else was near.  So what if it was highschool, some silly crush, to me, it felt like I had found the one.  The right person, just the wrong time. » Continue Reading

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The representation of me, part one

Category: Life

8:35pm, March 27 2022 As I lay aimlessly on my bed, I start to rethink the same thing my mind wanders to everytime I'm alone.  I begin to rethink how horrible if a person I am.  How I don't deserve friends.  How I'm not nice.  How I have no purpose, and am only a waste of space. How I'm a failure. How I » Continue Reading

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