Sometimes I feel more alone than usual. Sometimes I feel like a bother. A pain in the ass. Sometimes I feel like no one wants me. That I'm just a whore. That I lead people on just for compliments. Sometimes I feel like I'm unlovable. That I'm too much. Too needy. Sometimes I feel better off dead But I'm afraid of dying » Continue Reading
I've never loved someone in the way I loved you. I'd never looked at someone the same way I looked at you. My face never turned red whenever anyone else was near. So what if it was highschool, some silly crush, to me, it felt like I had found the one. The right person, just the wrong time. » Continue Reading
8:35pm, March 27 2022 As I lay aimlessly on my bed, I start to rethink the same thing my mind wanders to everytime I'm alone. I begin to rethink how horrible if a person I am. How I don't deserve friends. How I'm not nice. How I have no purpose, and am only a waste of space. How I'm a failure. How I » Continue Reading