Ok but like fr. I feel like I'm the only one my age who hasn't had a recent relationship. Like I know that I'm not actually BUT IT REALLY FUCKING FEELS LIKE IT. My last "relationship" was in 7th grade. I say "relationship" because it only lasted like barely a week. But anyway I'm in 10th grade know. TENTH. All of the high school movies that i watched when I was younger are such a lie. I'm not goin... » Continue Reading
Sometimes I get breathless Even when I'm standing, Even when I'm sitting. Breathless. I don't know why but it makes me feel weak. I feel breathless when I have to speak to an audience, or when I am asked a question I am asked a question I am afraid of. Breathless. It feels like when I'm breathing there is a barrier stopping me from getting air, Like I can feel all of my fear, Bundling in m » Continue Reading
So during COVID I came out to my close family and friends but my friends (2 people) and brother are the only ones that know that I am pansexual. I’m also really shy so it’s hard to talk or get to know people. I also don’t think that people think that I’m not straight. That was a confusing sentence. But I think I come off to other people as straight. Like I want to be in a non heteronormative rela... » Continue Reading