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Category: Romance and Relationships

I'm always back to him no matter what happens or what I do he's who I think about. I want him. There I said. I really do want him, but I'm so scared that being with him is like opening up pandoras box... I don't want to stay with mans I don't. He's not the worse but he's not for me. Maybe the reason I want old boy is, because he understood me, he was there for me he really was perfect. I never tho... » Continue Reading

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Category: Romance and Relationships

I'm always back to him no matter what happens or what I do he's who I think about. I want him. There I said. I really do want him, but I'm so scared that being with him is like opening up pandoras box... I don't want to stay with mans I don't. He's not the worse but he's not for me. Maybe the reason I want old boy is, because he understood me, he was there for me he really was perfect. I never tho... » Continue Reading

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Why Is Nobody There For Me

Category: Life

I hate how supportive I am to everyone yet nobody is there for me. I need a hug too, I need someone to check up on me, I just need someone. Nobody cares though, I'm just someone to use. Men need something to fuck and woman need a shoulder to cry on, and I guess I need nothing. I don't deserve anything according to the world. I just want someone there for me but that's just too much for me to ask. ... » Continue Reading

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I don't know who I am or what to do with myself

Category: Life

I feel like I'm always pretending. I can't stand who I've become, and I don't even know who I am. I feel like I'm stuck trying to be everything everyone else wants me to be, I feel like I'm just a doll. I'm only alive to be pretty, yet I feel horrible. I can't even look in the mirror in public, because I know if I see one fault I will fucking have a meltdown!!! I get called a fucking narcissist fo... » Continue Reading

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