Why Is Nobody There For Me

I hate how supportive I am to everyone yet nobody is there for me. I need a hug too, I need someone to check up on me, I just need someone. Nobody cares though, I'm just someone to use. Men need something to fuck and woman need a shoulder to cry on, and I guess I need nothing. I don't deserve anything according to the world. I just want someone there for me but that's just too much for me to ask. I want someone who doesn't just want to fuck me someone who just wants to be there for me. I hate everything and I hate how shitty this all makes me feel.