yesterday I was crying my eye out because my mom took everything away. she said that only form my perspective and from my pov in my brain that she is being unfair. that im the only that things she is mean and restvitive. you tell me to be my true self. to be who i wan to be. Yet you took everything away that I can express myself with. made me take out my earring. Took my rip jeans a » Continue Reading
This was the first week of school. "How did it go!", "was it fun?", "did you learn anything new this week.". all questions I get yet don't know how to answer. whats is wrong with me. Why do i always say yes? like I did something new. i've been going to school for half of my life now. The only thing new now it that im old enough to have my own thoughts and feelings. » Continue Reading
When I start writing i feel better after writing about sad and depressing things in my life. it's kind of like a public journal. i always feel like my writing is really sad. but I swear i'm happy with who i am. it's just happens most of the time when i'm sad when I write so I project my problems into my writing. when I wake up I try to be happy. when I look out my room window I see the sky. it cou... » Continue Reading
I'm excited to go back to school. But why did it have to end. everything comes to a end. like this summer. I feel like 2 years ago i was taking a few weeks off when i was in 5 grade. But now i'm almost done with middle school. next year is highschool and it's honestly really scary. I can't wait to go and see everyone again. I want to be a better human being this year. especially since I was a big ... » Continue Reading
I feel like I'm to nice. I'm to open to others. Im sure it's a good thing. But then I get hurt, because of me and what I do to myself. I trust so easily. I'm such a open book. That's why I'm so easy to be taken as a joke. Or be taken advantage of. Kind of how in every relationship ever, romantic or friends. Family and mutuals. I feel like I have to give something or I'll be all alone I don't want ... » Continue Reading
Not a lot of people may know this but. I love flowers. My favorite ones are pink roses. I like red ones to but I feel like they are so basic. Not basic as in bad just kind of boring. Another flower I really like are daisies. You might be thinking. "Why do you think roses are basic if one of your personal favorite flowers are daisies?". Well I like daisies because you can find them anywhere. They ... » Continue Reading
I would just want to be free and live the life I want tbh. I feel like my parents are holding me back for things because they are scared I'm going to end up in the dumps and be unhappy with the decisions in my life. I mean it is what they are there for but sometimes it's just a little stressful all ways having someone watching you at all times but aren't supportive of what you want to do. Like ho... » Continue Reading
You watch the stars late at night But the stars can see you. They watch the moon in envy As the tears roll down your checks Slowly going down to your neck You sit there trying to sleep Why do I do this All I can do is try to sleep As I cry for some where I belong » Continue Reading
I love Cherry. They are amazing in every way. Cherry has been there for me for all he craziness that has been happening. Cherry is overall my best friend. I don't know how to describe any other way about them. They are so cool and I hope I'll be friends for a very long time. Thank you cherry. If they asked me for anything I would do it. And I mean anything. I love you cherry. I don't know how I co... » Continue Reading
Hey. Honestly everything has calmed down for a little while. But I'm still sad over everything that happened over the past few days. But I feel better. I've just been alone and taking things slow. I meet new people and still have some old friends that I love with all my heart. I've very grateful for them in my life. I love you Cherry, Kai, and Tiny. You guys are great. Especially you Cherry. Thank... » Continue Reading
I lost most of my friends. I mean what was the point of even having them around if they don't even like me because I'm to annoying. What can I do to make everything better. I think that I should just have some time alone. Treat my self. Also thank you Tiny, Kai, and especially you Cherry for still being here. I probably would of lost my sanity of you guys left to. But now. Idk anymore. What will ... » Continue Reading