Parents

 I would just want to be free and live the life I want tbh. I feel like my parents are holding me back for things because they are scared I'm going to end up in the dumps and be unhappy with the decisions in my life. I mean it is what they are there for but sometimes it's just a little stressful all ways having someone watching you at all times but aren't supportive of what you want to do. Like how I wanted to do writing but my parents don't believe in me and how hard I'm willing to learn how to write and read and to be better in English classes. I think they are just scared to let go because I not the person they wanted me to be. Sometimes I feel so pushed up with what I want vs what they wanted from me when I was a kid. But they don't even help me if they wanted me to be something else. They don't say or do anything. For my dad he yells and hits me to tell me what he wants instead of using his words. He acts like a troubled teenager that still wants to find him self in life. My mom is a quiet snake in a river. As I swim up the snake bites me to stop me swimming up the future. To hold me back in silence. But they will let go in the end. right?