why is life so unfair. Damn it I saw him today. My ex from last year. I have no idea why he came over to my middle school. But I knew I needed to confront him once and for all. I yelled out his name , heart beating so fast. But then he asked who I was? he said "wait, who are you?" I stop. did he just ask who I was? I tried to stop him from walking away. he was smiling and laughing with him frien... » Continue Reading
hey so I was groomed by a 17 (now 18 year old)when I was 12 (just turned 12 2021,now 13 2022) I didn't know at the time that it was wrong. He told me it was normal. When I was 12 he would ask for favors and I never did them. usually I faked or made up an excuse not to. but he kept pushing. Later after a month, we were on call. he said I love you, and told me he had a girlfriend but likes me too.... » Continue Reading
honestly i'm just really tired. after all this stuff that has happened I'm just so tired. I want to sleep. now going to school I'm surrounded by others. I try to smile and be happy. but i feel like i'm just coming off as childish and annoying. maybe i should stop. I need to stop trying. or at least not try so hard. » Continue Reading
I think eyes are beautiful. mostly because people call them the gate way to the soul. or its just because I think they are pretty. I think its pretty cool. » Continue Reading
every single day I think. I could use my phone. I wish I could take a picture. I miss (insert name) I want to call/text them. but no I can't because my phone is gone. Im grounded because of me I mean I guess i'm getting help » Continue Reading
When it is night i look at my window. Usually at night I keep my blinds closed to help me sleep. but when I feel alone I open it to know others are looking at the same stars as I am. » Continue Reading
Dear Kieran For the past month i've know you. you turned out to be more then a friend. or a lover. A soul mate. Yes, I know that sounds cringey and makes you laugh a little. But I do mean that. I think you know that. i'm sorry I had to leave. you deserve better than that. So you won't be alone. to never be alone. i'm always by your side. and I hope that you think the same. To talking,venting,laug... » Continue Reading
stop taking picture of me . i told you no and you still did you sent them to my family. you call me selfish yet i've always done everything you have ever wanted from me. why are you torturing me why mommy.... WHY » Continue Reading