HOLY SHIT SHUT THE FUCK UPPPPPPPPPP. I fucking hate people at my school. Why do random people come up to me and fucking ask me random uncomfortable shit. it the fact that I don't even fucking know you. I don't care about you if you really just don't fucking like me just don't fucking talk to me it so simple and easy like are you stupid???? Dumb ass bitch. I swear if you fucking don't like me just... » Continue Reading
why am I so jealous of people at school who have each other but I don't have anyone. No one to love, hold, and to talk to. I miss that. the love that gets rid of the loneliness. » Continue Reading
I really want that feeling again. I miss having that. That time where you fall asleep and pretend that person you have is next to you. Holding your hand and back. Feeling the warmth of their body against yours. wanting that again. holding hands with them walking to class. kisses in the morning and afternoon. And most of all the small moments. the small talks. even the fights. all is worth it in th... » Continue Reading
so sorry I haven't written in a while. been busy also kind of just didn't feel like writing but no that i'm back i'm all ready to go :). see you soon » Continue Reading
i'm trying to write a song but the only subjects I can think of are love songs. (breakups). I don't want to write something depressing, since it's not really for me it's for my teacher. can I have help with ideas? please, thank you. » Continue Reading
I really need to get a life. Right now i'm just all over the place. Mostly because I keep seeing him everyday. And the fact that i've never been more alone in my life. No Phone, Pc, or anything really. all i have is my school chrome book. I miss you guys. (you know who you are). honestly i'm just so tired. I don't know how much longer I can last. im sorry » Continue Reading
505 ~ Arctic Monkeys https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qU9mHegkTc4&list=RDGMEM6ijAnFTG9nX1G-kbWBUCJAVMqU9mHegkTc4&index=1 Girls need love too ~ Summer Walker https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1l8vIAvAerE Broken Clocks ~ SZA https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Exxu8lsGYE Moon and stars ~ 1nonly https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=smlEC6DEtbs&list=LL&index=14 No love ~ Summer Wa » Continue Reading
I think i'm going fucking insane. All my friends suck. nothing feels good anymore. I broke up with him. and then I saw my ex on the same day. (last friday 9/9/2022) what the actual fuck is wrong with me. I keep crying. Not out loud but just tears come down my face one at a time. No one cares about me. Why doesn't anyone care about me? no one talks to me, or helps me. I don't feel happy anymore. I... » Continue Reading