(This platform has become my (not often updated) diary so here goes nothing.) Dear [XXXX], I took a shot in the dark with you. You look nothing like him. We started chatting on OkCupid. I wonder if he's on this site too. You told me you had around twenty exes, more than what he has had. I got scared but still went for it. You asked for my snapchat he had a snapchat too, fucking whore. I didn't g... » Continue Reading
I came home from the casino Sunday and I could not stop coughing. Monday came along and I was super sick. High fever, chills, body aches, sore throat and painful coughing. I could not move much or take care of myself but I was alone in the house so I had to. It hurt so bad. I got medicine sent to my house and it helped a little with my symptoms. I went to bed and woke up today (Tuesday) still sick... » Continue Reading
You had my jacket. You had a part of me that I was okay with leaving behind. I felt so cold without it, my jacket I contacted you "I want my jacket back, I don't want to see you, please give it back" "You will have it back Saturday." I was home Saturday. You showed up at night soon after I fell asleep. It was folded neatly, but not with care. At the top of my front porch steps. » Continue Reading
My alarm for 6 am went off. I was having an odd dream. I woke up feeling okay, my stomach was fine. I saw your face. My stomach turned sour immediately. I saw I had many notifications. My stomach hurt. It was from you, My stomach hurts, Nothing has ever hurt this bad, you write. I am going to thro » Continue Reading
I knew from day one that this was not going to last. Pardon me for thinking that it would. For a moment I saw a glimmer of hope. For a moment. That moment has since passed. After what he did those places, those songs, those photos have lost all meaning and I feel nothing. You are a Cattle Egret and I » Continue Reading
I'm waiting here in the hospital, it has not been very long. She has only been in surgery for eleven minutes (as of right now) so there is not much that can go wrong as of now. I am not home, or anywhere near home. My boyfriend is picking me up today. He called me last night at midnight, it was odd because I told him to call me if he needed me. When he answered he sounded fine? We called for a bri... » Continue Reading