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I'm waiting here in the hospital, it has not been very long. She has only been in surgery for eleven minutes (as of right now) so there is not much that can go wrong as of now. I am not home, or anywhere near home. My boyfriend is picking me up today. He called me last night at midnight, it was odd because I told him to call me if he needed me. When he answered he sounded fine? We called for a brief moment on Sunday I believe and I was not able to talk long due to Her being there. It would not have been very appropriate to be honest. That is just my opinion. He called me, She was asleep and I picked up.
"mmhello? are you okay? What happened?"
"Hey babes."
"Mmn What happened?"
"I'm okay things were getting dark."
"Thanks for calling me.."
The conversation did not go the way I thought it would. From what I gathered he called because he felt he needed to hear my voice. I noticed that he really likes to call me and chat. I told him there will be days I will not be able to talk to him.
I hope that sits well with him.
If he is anything like me,
I know it won't.
It feels like he needs me, yet I don't need him. It's too dangerous to need a person. People die. People are so complicated that they should not be depended on. People can only do so much.
So here I am sitting in a waiting room waiting for Her to get out of surgery. It's going to be a while. I'm okay with that. I will be doing my classes on my computer anyways so it does not really matter where I am. I did have to email my professor though. After I finish spilling my guts out here I'm going to apply to some more jobs. I can't keep working the hours I am working at a place that is so far away.
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