It's rapture day apparently. It's almost believable with how fucking ridiculous the world has been. Maybe that's been a contributing factor to my outlook on life lately. Idk, I'm doing fine but there's always something not quite right with me. I typically describe that heavy/empty feeling as The Pit. My therapist asks where it resides, and I usually say it's around in my torso, chest to abdomen. I... » Continue Reading
Haven't blogged in a sec because I couldn't figure out how to fix a layout thing and got frustrated. Im getting over myself now. But I generally should learn my way around coding basics better. Summer went alright. Didn't do everything I planned, but that's just the way things go. I've been seeing this guy pretty regularly since May. I've kinda started calling him my boyfriend now. It's something ... » Continue Reading
100 useless facts about me Do you usually sleep with your closet do or open or closed? Closed because of my cat who wants to destroy it Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bott » Continue Reading
I've been stressed about work. I'm a kennel tech at an animal clinic, which definitely sounds cool. Sometimes it is. Been working there since February 2024. Wanted something steady and something with purpose. I kinda take it back now! Clinic environments are so damn stressful. Cross training as a vet tech is so damn stressful. Handling random people's beloved sick and dying animals is so damn stre... » Continue Reading
Summer plans, future thoughts I need: TV extension cord platform with wheels lawn chairs/beanbags/light couch/etc game consoles of choice, dvd player, etc a cooler speakers? unsure I will set this up in my driveway. I will wii golf under the stars. The biggest issue is making a way out in the garage hoard to haul the fat ass tv out there, and also make room for a place to store i » Continue Reading
"Life is Roblox" I turned 21 this month and I think something snapped. Maybe snapped into place rather than out. I've been Pretty Happier. Prozac is actually really cool it turns out. Not to say I don't still have my moments, and the world in general is so bleak its hard to keep a grasp on a will to live, but things have been a hell of a lot better. And I'm still dealing with heartbreak, but I've... » Continue Reading